Simple Together

You've been my golden best friend. Now with post-demise at hand can't go to you for consolation. Cause we're off limits during this transition. This grief overwhelms me. It burns in my stomach and I can't stop bumping into things. I thought we'd be simple together. I thought we'd be happy together. Thought we'd be limitless together. I thought we'd be precious together but I was sadly mistaken. You've been my soulmate and then some. I remembered you the moment I met you. With you I knew god's face was handsome. With you I saw fun and expansion.This loss is numbing me. It pierces my chest and I can't stop dropping everything. I thought we'd be sexy together. Thought we'd be evolving together. I thought we'd have children together. I thought we'd be family together but I was sadly mistaken. If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared. If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented. If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air, my wealth would render this no less severe. I thought we'd be genius together. I thought we'd be healing together. I thought we'd be growing together. Thought we'd be adventurous together but I was sadly mistaken. Thought we'd be exploring together. Thought we'd be inspired together. I thought we'd be flying together. Thought we'd be on fire together but I was sadly mistaken.
Simple Together. Alanis Morissette.

I'm in the mood of drowning myself in this strange feeling I feel right now, Stranger. But I'm sure we (I) will pass this phase and be perfectly fine.