The Little Things that I Miss

(In randomize order, the subject 'he' may vary. All in past tense)

- A motorcycle ride in the afternoon, with my arms around him.
- The way he played hiss bass to impress me, and pretend that he didn't know that I was watching.
- One afternoon after school when he asked me, "Saya boleh telpon kamu?", with -oh- that million dollar smile.
- When he insisted to come to help me with a minor technical computer thing, while he actually can just told me what to do by phone.
- When he looked at me like I'm the pretiest girl in the room.
- When he looked at me like I mean the world to him.
- The way he asked me to the prom.
- The way he kissed me on the cheek after the prom.
- The way he looked at me and tried to say 'hi' from behind the car.
- The way he looked at me after a few laps of running at Sabuga.
- When he asked, "Saya boleh cium kamu nggak?"
- When he insisted to kiss me.
- When he put his head on my shoulder and cried silently. And then I ran my fingers through his hair and said, "Sabar, ya".
- The way he looked at me when he said, "You're the one I need".
- The way they held me in their arms.
- The truth in their eyes.
- The way he kissed me when I cried.
- When he said, "Kamu nikah sama saya, ya. Kamu harus mau jadi istri saya".

After all, I'm just missing the feeling of being special.